A Change.

I'm thinking of changing my name. I know a name isn't something one should get tired of, but truly I wish to be known as something else. I have the idea of ridding my unpleasant Chinese names (except my surname of course) and bringing in two love choices of names I adore ever so much. I won't reveal it just yet in case anyone thought of the want to be in knowing. Let's see how procedures work with the government. I don't even know whether I'd be up for the waiting, yet alone whether it is allowed at all, but I truly hope this change would come to past. Moving on, what's with the idea of Christmas coming by close and I'm getting excited of the little gathering that is currently being planned. I so would want to take a break from life and get a living out of with another. Rechercher des cœurs des princes. I want to open  presents which would reveal the future. Even if they come in the form of chicken bones I'd be most appreciative. The sadness of the world feels heavy right now on my eyelids. Sadness of the world being the truth of what we try not to/cannot see in our everyday lives. I see them sometimes, not as seldom as rainbows, but like the rain. Every now and then, it just pours down. We're like cups aren't we? So imagine walking cups collecting sad-water dropping from the heavens as they walk. Moving, moving on.