You said;
-you'd accompany me, but you were no where when I needed you.
-you'd share my pain, but here I'm in this dark room bearing them alone.
-you'd care for me when I'm sick, but here I am and you aren't here.
-you'd love me, but, but your love is much of words alone.
Many things have you said but none come to pass. You never chase. I'm not worth it I understand. Far too long have your needs been placed first before the rest of humanity. That's the primary attitude I'm keen of staying away from, a selfish heart. You aren't here. I need you. I need you badly but you aren't here. You're just not here. Writing this over again would help sink the fact in eventually, which is what I'm hoping to happen. I need you here with me holding me as I cry these tears I long to shed. Be here for me. But you aren't here.
