Tuesday, October 12, 2010
And It Crawls Back To Me Again.
I need a pause button for life. To basically get things sorted out before they fall into ruins again. At the moment, there is much that I wish to tell but none can be mentioned right now because my brain is in such a mode that it rather just put a full stop to whatever that is occurring up there. Cameron trip was a-okay! Once more, I learned new things about myself, made new friends, and lost parts of myself too. That sounded very horrifying but true it is. I think I might have left something of me up that mountain which I can't seem to know what because... well just because. Once more, I have fallen into a daze of confusion. Nothing new there. Curiosity always gets the best out of me and Priya should know more of this. Then there was the visit to the orphanage which was really an eye opener and an awaken called desire. Met more friends there whom I wish they would experience the abundance of love. What else, then there is work. I turn myself on autopilot and simply glide through days without much difficulty though at times I am personally required to make checks on how things would turn out to be. Depression; please note my hint of sarcasm as I thank you for coming back into my life. I got distracted for several moments but at least you did allow me to carry on as I please for that two months just standing by watching me. Else that, everything is on the ground.