That more than speaks the rest of my following usual let outs of all that I can be feeling, which is isn't always a bad thing but I would press on further that a learning experience can ever be obtained at the final period. So the actual point here is that there is always one who disappoints you, always one who allows a tiny bit (sometimes more than just a tiny bit) of joy, one who gives hope, one who motivates, or the opposite of the verbs given, and more. A joy filled atmosphere room with known people opposes the idea of it's lurking reality, a room of large insecurities, hatred, obsession, jealousy, and lust. To be true to one's self it so walk out, subtly yet in a performing manner, and quickly so as to avoid the unnecessary time of explaining the enactment so used to being done. I like beauty and I get distracted by it awfully easily proven I really had lost my point to this of the distractions overtaking my focus. I over promised the lesson before period then so ending this with an exclamation I shall!