Here's The Gist.

Just so you know of course. I'm bad at it (You'll be seeing many 'its' if you carry on reading. You'll just have to keep guessing what 'it' means. Even then, you wouldn't really know if you had gotten 'it' right). Well, once upon a time, it had happened and it stayed that way for quite some time. Then it happened again, not so long however. More its came by but they stayed even shorter gradually decreasing with the increasing number. All the more, I feel the shorter it is, the harder it gets for me. I keep my its short and simple. But it takes so much effort to do so and it is really difficult. It takes much mental power and also sacrifice. I don't get why it happens to me, this it. I believe that there's a pattern to everything. A thief will always be a thief, as a sinner never really get's wholly clean, so to speak. So what is this pattern like? I draw a line, a curvy one as to how time is, joining them its together. I see no pattern! Perhaps, yes, one-two its happen to be similar, but what about the rest. I started the time to my biological stop watch, the one below the pituitary gland, to see how long this it would last. I'm guessing long because there are many wise sayings to it. However, I could be special and I have my fingers crossed in my pockets, one left and one right (so no one sees, genius?). But we both know, that as to how a deck of cards is dealt on the table, leaving the last card in hand, you could already guess it being the Ace, of spade, should it not come 51 hands earlier. I don't see it coming any closer to reality. Magic, as much as I wish existed, it doesn't. Miracles too. So it won't, too.