Sigh. Just had a go through with Azril's 'High School Memories' photo album. As I recall each picture that I am familiarized with, I get sad inside thinking that those moments will never ever come back, neither can they be recreated. Fuck... how depressing it is to be filled with such thoughts. The crave of wanting more happy moments as how we had back then, this time, hoping that it would last longer and to never be forgotten. The friends... the bonds we shared between us. I miss those times. The times we used to have fun out of the simplest things, doing all the crazy things that we used to do, the pictures we used to take, the stuff we used to talk about. We were innocent back then but we enjoyed the idea of thinking naughty and acting mean. The joy of wearing a faded t-shirt and worn out jeans with dirty white school shoes to KL without even feeling ashamed or uncomfortable because we were too confident and at ease at the presence of each other. No where near were we concerned of our appearances except for the fact that wearing our uniforms could have possibly had the bus driver chasing us away from boarding the bus. I miss you guys. I extremely hate it how time took beauty and innocence away from us. The closeness you and I had still is beautiful in my eyes. How we could spend hours on the phone talking about life, crushes, friends, others, and laugh about sex. Among my biggest regret in life was to have caused you to leave me. I miss you dearly and I really love you as a friend. I would kill to have you in my life back again. Not just you, but the rest of ya`ll. To relive every bit of memory, and to be together once more. Though I spend time wishing and hoping, I know that those moments are but memories now and though we may be apart from one another, we shall always be connected in one way or another as we had touched each others' lives. I regret never to have expressed my appreciation and love for you, my friends.
